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Thursday, May 6, 2010

Thank God

Allah, thanks for everything. Yes, I got the offer. Thanks guys for your prayer.
Hmmm, seem kinda good for me but who know, it really makes me confuse.

Butiran Pemohon

Nama : AMMAR ADNAN
No K.P. : 920809105221
Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda telah berjaya ditawarkan untuk Pinjaman Pendidikan PETRONAS. Maklumat tawaran adalah seperti berikut:- Program : Pra Universiti (Luar Negara) / Ijazah Pertama (Luar Negara) Kursus : Kejuruteraan Kimia Negara : Perancis Surat dan pakej tawaran akan dihantar melalui perkhidmatan penghantaran segera. Sila muat turun Borang Penerimaan Tawaran yang dilampirkan di bawah. Borang Penerimaan Tawaran hendaklah dihantar sebelum atau pada hari Rabu , 12 Mei 2010 (sebelum jam 5.00 petang) melalui faks ke talian 03-2331 4890 / 03-2331 4158. Untuk sebarang pertanyaan, sila hubungi :-

En M Zafril Rizal - 03-2331 3431
Pn Ainul Farakhana - 03-2331 9519
En Norman Tumiran - 03-2331 8015

Isnin hingga Jumaat jam 8 pagi hingga 5 petang (waktu pejabat).


Sekian, terima kasih. Nota : Maklumat di atas adalah merupakan satu pengumuman dan tidak boleh digunapakai untuk sebarang tujuan lain. Segala maklumat adalah tertakluk kepada maklumat yang terkandung di dalam Surat Tawaran rasmi. Borang Penerimaan Tawaran

Like I said before, getting the scholarship just make me caught in dilemma.
People keep provoking me to accept the offer. My father, mother and also my uncle.
My mother don't care much, the same goes to my father. Maybe because they have been brain-washed as before in utp, the rector do remind all parents not to stop their child's plan.
I am interested in Medic and surely I have a 30 year plan.
Yeahh, planning, just like playing chess.
But my uncles provoke me emotionally not to turn down the offer. Yeahh, he gives me hills of reasons but who cares. It's my future not him.

Hmm, I still thinking but mostly I will not go. I need to reply whether to accept the offer or not before 12 Mei, yes JPA result will be announced after that. Thats what scares me you know.
I don't want to regret all my entire life if i do a misstep here. One misstep and I'll throw my passion away.
O Allah, I need your help. I know you had read what had crossed my mind. I really need your guardiance. amin~

12 comments:

merpati.. life said...

x pernah cuba bincang dengan family ke...?? about what you want for your own future.. in a nice way.. bukan bertujuan untuk membantah atau tunjuk pandai tapi just a simple opinion with strong and solid reason why medic is better then chemical engineering... tu pendapat je..

Faiz Fauzi said...

ammar..

in the end, it all comes to you. maybe it's a burden for u rite now to make a decision. and there's a slight feeling of guilt in u if u opt to read medicine, which means conflicting ur father's legacy in chem eng. but honestly speaking, choose what ur heart desires. not others. i'm sure ur parents would understand ur decision after u explain it properly to them in a subtle manner.

i know that getting too much tempting offers from various sponsors gives u a headache to make ur single choice. u have to realize, it's not the country that u will be placed or the name of ur sponsor that counts, it's the course that matters. would you rather spend ur whole life doing what u don't like?

something to ponder upon. all the best for ur future!!

Hamba Ilahi said...

Dear Merpati: Thanks for the suggestion. I think my family understand me and they seem do not oppose me if I want go deeper in medicine. But, my uncle keep provoking me to accept that offer. Hmm, I should work hard to convince him about my choice.Do pray for me k. ;)

Hamba Ilahi said...

Dear Faiz Fauzi: thanks for all the advises and motivations. Those words really boost the sense to learn medicine.
I agree with you. It is not about the country or the sponsor, it is much more about the course. Thanks once again Faiz! Do pray for me k >.~

Al Falah Al Has said...

ammar..

1st of all congratulation..ermm..it may be a very hard decision to make..but u have to weigh both sides..it doesnt mean that if u prefer ur interest it will make u feel better..sometimes u should take a few aspects into consideration..btw medic n engineering both are critical field..so it is not a problem n for sure u will not be having a prob as both will guarantee u sumting insyaAllah..but the question now is more on prep n etc...a step before entering degree..btw abg masruddin is a petronas scholar france n chem eng..u may refer him..hehe..alamak TERLEBEH SUDAH...

Hamba Ilahi said...

Falah: I will make consideration from each aspect.
btw, abg mas ade fb x?? xpnah jumpe pon. Contact die gune ym je la

Al Falah Al Has said...

erm...fb xtau lah..tp ym for sure....try tnye lah pro n cons..at least if i'm not mistaken..if petronas(france) trus fly...prep smue kat sne..so lg terjamin ke fly an nye...hahaha..tp if len2...kne wat prep n ade syarat2 tertentu lah..isk3..

hazimah haze' said...

salam.. ammar, congratez!! :D
btw, wish u success on deciding which way 2 go..

Unknown said...

hahaha.. nseb bek la dlu mse aq dpt offer sume course medicine although dnt really want it in the beginning.. LOL. well, listen to ur heart. =)

Hamba Ilahi said...
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Hamba Ilahi said...

Haze': ok2. I'll make full consideration ;)
Doakan aku dpt Jpa tau. ameen~

Hamba Ilahi said...

syafiq haziq: ok :)
I will wait for my heart to utter a word.

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